Today was probably one of the worst day in my life. It started out ok but it got worst like totally.. Maybe i thought too highly of myself i guess.. Anyway, I met Karean and Ketty and we're gonna study tomorrow.. I should put studies frist before anything else =)

And went over to Mustafa to get this spray. Than me and Nica headed to al - vin & son's house where we got totally high until we didn't know what the fuck we were doing.. I still have a throbbing headache until now. Just imagine the kinda kick a small little spray and a plastic bag can give ya. Alvin was like acting so weird also. =_=ll

And from yesterday onwards, i've make up my mind to quit smoking. It's not gonna be easy but i belive i can do it if the motivation comes from the right person.. Can't belive i'm like a stranger to him huh. I still thought i was a friend to him.. Turns out he sees me as a stranger. I don't know what i text him cos my bloody handphone doesn't have a sent box. I should really stop getting high because it just isn't a good thing for a girl to do. It gives people the oppoturnity to do whatever they want to u and it degrades u. Cos u will behave like a total retard: I actually fell off a chair, and Nica and alson claim i walk around naked. I can't belive it.. So i shall take it as a lesson learnt, and stop using all this stuff anymore. Also, I shall blame this on the spray: I GO TEXT XXXX aLOT OF STUFF! Omg.. and it's like really hurtful when i read what he sent back to me.. :( Ok shall not say anymore on this. but all the more, I'm gonna make him mine.